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last week of holidays. RGCO Concert Well.. hello? For the Nth time, I find myself wondering about who is reading what?s written here, this very line. Also, why I?m still updating this place. And what people leave thinking. Friday after the eois, went out with zhiying. Saw how deeply moved people were about the passing on of our former president. Met shengnan and wangrui after that, how coincidental. School passed, as usual. Actually went out with zhiying again on a Tuesday, this time to watch coach carter. It deserves credit, for portraying the characters true feelings in such a way you want to laugh and cry. For its dry humour, which was particularly entertaining. And also, just how the show is made up of the small things that matter, the subtle signs that show you how one really cares. One sat, met sn at kovan, walked around aimlessly, then my mum gave us a lift to j8. after that went with cl, selene, Janice and qp for rjco concert. Nice songs, during interval went to lt to give flowers. Like changhenmianmian! Very nice. Long weekend, actually completed sections a and b of maths pt! And the formative part of English too. (: Did another tongxiao on Thursday night to complete physics. But smth unfortunate happened; I had the privilege of extending that wonderful sleep pattern into the next night. And so for Friday I slept an hour before dinner, and then from 845 to 215am. The next day, went to school to submit physics. after that went out, spent a long time getting convinced to watch a movie, had lunch, then watched star wars III. Well.. okay, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, since I haven't watched star wars before. Not being able to let go leads you down a lot of paths. But they're all the wrong ones. I wonder how it is to say you want to give up, and then let people call you pathetic. I wonder how much easier it is to run away and have judgment passed on you, than it is to stick up to it and go through all this crap. No, the former isn't pleasant either. Because when that happens I won't be able to face up to myself even. No. I'm falling into my own trap. And no. I will not allow myself to be taken prisoner. --------------------------------------------------------- That was on the last day of May. Holidays started, slack. Dunno why, time passes fast. Went iceskating, went to ecp, went for indiasl '04 gathering, a lot of stuff. Went to ECP with sn wr and zy. nice, met up, then proceeded first to buy food. (nothing too unusual for me). Found a spot, started our little picnic. After that we walked down and rented a double bike for wr and zy, while sn and I took single bikes. The darn bike seat was so solid, butts hurt like mad. Kept moving ahead, habitually, I guess. You know, it feels nice to cycle alone. It's just this peace and being with yourself, rushing against the wind. Of course, the feeling is best when the seat isn't hurting your butt. (: After biking, dragged ourselves to find a nice spot along the beach, sat and finished the rest of the food. After that we tried er.. swimming, subsequently swallowing alot of salt water. And yucks, the place was dirty. But it was fun XDAmazingly, went to ECP again one week later, this time for indiasl gathering. Wooh this time didn't cycle, got persuaded try rollerblading. I suspect it's partially because I went ice-skating 2 days before that, and didn't get enough of that feeling I so like. anyway, fell 3 times before even moving 10m. =D Later on it wasn't that bad. (: Had a nice time talking to gt and amanda that day. First Saturday, met with hy and cl for syco concert. Dressed like some adult, mainly because I didn't expect to see anyone familiarly there. And I saw about half the world. -cough. After that autograph session, then spoke a little with qlk. Interesting enough. Next Saturday, went for ruan society concert with yumin. Bought tickets that day itself haha. Then had dinner and arrived just on time, with 2 guys behind us, walking when we walked, running when we ran. They called themselves genpichong. Oh well. Haha XD Very very good concert. Emcee was an actor, and the first item was enough to make yumin say she was glad she came for the concert. Interesting style, with a dancing clown. Haha. Enjoyed the concert a lot, at the end helped take photos, then left. Could hear zg very clearly from where we sat. X.X and tub, too. Quoting yumin, -he play dr also can play until like that. Yes. I agree. For subsequent practices, yumin kept trying to remind me of how to play properly, and of course I tried my hand at imitating. XD Celebrated yumin's and vic's bday during during/after practices. Fun. We speak coded language in front of them, and they don't understand us. Haha. last Thursday, yumin jiaying selene and I went to kbox. fun, junting kept coming into our rooms to sing the same song. Hahaha. This morning, went to Kovan mrt at 930 to meet those coming. Most were late, ended up reaching my house only around 11. -.- started on CLE, went for lunch at 2, came back and finished up the work. Walked them to the bus-stop aound 5, then went back home to watch the psch syf video with sn. People look very cute and interesting in primary sch! haha. Esp when the camera zooms in. Let's hope this continues. One month. Time really flies. Sometimes I do nothing, and that same old silent film plays. What will the future be like? Being so.. loud.. is starting to get tiring. Sometimes, fading into the bg is so much simpler. Not having the same reaction over and over again. I still like being alone. Alone is good. To reality. I wish I was behind more. Not in front. Not in the center. Not being like that. I?m such a.. happy person. -laugh. It's playing. Again. It's already the last week of the June holidays. One month. I wish we could go back to the times when the evil sisters existed. When you were there Take my hand, and bring me away. From this world of.. care. |
