syf 05. rgco
1:27 a.m. on 2005-04-24

So. We’ve reached the end of this chapter in our book.

Yes. It’s been.. long.

SYF 2005. RGCO. gold

Hmmmm. We got gold. Cheers for rgco. Really love all of us.

It’s nice when I think of how everyone cares.

Anyway, Thursday night didn’t sleep that early after all. Shengnan was worse. Haha.

Next day I was..surprisingly calm in class. During maths went to change with shengnan, when we returned every time I saw her looking at the clock I got more nervous. Ha. Rushed for bio demo after that, 207 was next door. And goodness, the class was happily cheering for the co ppl. Aw.

Rushed for practice, in the end still had time to walk around giving presents. I suddenly had a lot of extras somemore.

Hmm. Went through a few times, then went for lunch. Erps, we weren’t really eating. Oh well. Packed and went foyer to wait. Haha Fiona was playing a funky version of mjh on the keyboard. When school ended quite a lot of people came out. Yumin had a big fanclub! Haha everyone was like, surrounding her.

Waited for the bus for very long. Ms lee was very nice, like patting me on the back and saying all the best and all. Hee. Reached there and started tiao-ing yin. Then we lined up along one side, suddenly the damned pin dropped. Ran back for glue and ran up to stick it back -.- then it was a long wait, hugged all the ruan people, and a lot of others. Guess we all needed it right. Haha. A lot of seniors all came back, so nice of them.

Jean said she was sending gwyneth’s regards. I thought it was quite nice of her to say that haha. and yah, must esp thank her. Dunno why lah haha. But then it seemed like everytime I needed it she was there. Before we went in, after we came out, everytime. Haha. =) not like she’ll read, but yah.

When we went into the tuning room, the pin came off again. This time really panicked, cause it just wouldn’t stick. Took quite a while. Hmm. Some problem with the sheng, wgy really shouldn’t have done what she did. But anyway. Went out to wait for our turn. The judges walked past one by one, then we went in. hmm.

When we finally started.. felt abit weird. Luckily didn’t screw up bar9. Felt slightly more comfortable after that. Mjh.. nice. The mood was kind of there. Esp when I thought about all the previous practices.. I dunno. Hmm.

Went off stage, quite stoned. Jiaxi was crying like shit, cause her xian broke halfway. Before that I was seriously contemplating not taking the extra zr up. I mean seriously, it doesn’t happen that often. Luckily decided to bring it up. And luckily ended up putting it at selene’s side.

Went back in, heard zhonghua from outside. Like, wow. Hmm then went in to listen. Kept getting shushed by the army guy. Bleh. After a long talk the results came.

I guess it was buildup from everything so far. Practices with rgco 3 times a week, joking around with them, rushing during the last week- staying back late daily, the bonds formed, the talks, going through all the ups and downs together, the wishes we had, the hope we held. Like what she said, it all culminates into one performance, one chance. And of course, the hope of getting what we wanted, of proving to ourselves we could do it.

I guess for most deep inside we really wanted gwh. Then again, who doesn’t? We were happy, because we got a gold. And yet we didn’t get it with honours. We were caught in the middle.

I guess we cried because of that. It was confusion, not knowing whether to be happy, or disappointed. And seeing ruan all crying around me I started again. Dawn, shengnan, olivia, yuching, I dunno. And junting, when she called.

But we did it. We got a gold. We did it with more than half of us being newcomers. We did it with so few of us having stage experience. We did it with what we had. Although technically it wasn’t our best, we did it. And we did it together, as one. We did it as rgco. The outcome was good, as was the process. Cheers for rgco, love you people.

And yes, to me we deserve it. Especially for those who really put in their effort, those who really cared, those who worried, those who hoped, those who did it together. Everyone.

Went out for dinner after that, took stupid photos. We were all really tired, hope everyone has a good rest (: went back with Olivia, then stayed out eating soursop jelly and talking until 1030. haha.

Hmm. Thanks to all the non co people who wished us luck, bothering to sms, to write notes, just telling us that. (: and of course, thanks to the co ppl who wished each other luck, haha. for writing notes, giving stuff. Haha thanks dawn and shengnan who went out with me to get presents. Actually more like I went out with sn lah, but, whatever. (:

Rgco: we’re one, right. (:

Ruan (though no one will read this): really touched by you all. You’ve really made up a big part of my upper sec life, influenced me, everything. Ok, yall are irreplaceable to me. haha. Lets jiayou, still have concert. =)

Wangwang: it’s finally over. I dunno what to say to you! Just thanks for everything, you know what I mean. =)

Shuitong: hmm. Dunno what to say too. Just that.. I know the process hasn’t been easy. Not for any of us, not for you. But yes, we did it. Continue to jiayou =)

Pig from the pig family: haha woman. You did it, see. So happy you’re always there when I complain. Well, same same lah. =P

Orange jacket person: thanks for everything too, with your comments and all. Haha. Stop being so evil to me lah. X)

Yes. We did it. Doubt I’ll forget Friday. 22.4.05. stuff always seems to happen on this day.

Rgco rocks.

Reminder to self to check out chalets.

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