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hope Am I supposed to say, yay, the holidays are here? Haha. I want the holidays only for restoration purposes. Or smth to that effect, anyway. oh yah rewind to dhs concert. Haha quite nice, I like ji guan yu. Okay and a lot others. Met chayling and junting for dinner before concert, we all were like, dressed alike or smth. Very amusing. Haha. saw a lot of people, some I know, some just recognize. Oh yah saw xy’s mum! She was like hi in my face and I got a slight shock haha. After concert.. gave flowers. Haha. then got a lift from hy. Haha last week of school was total hell. Just seemed as though everything had to be done, total sleep deprivation. By Friday I was totally dropping dead or smth. Ah. It’s coming, and I’m talking to everyone but you. You, you and you. Oh well. I wonder if.. she made the right choice after all. I mean, there were other choices, probably better. Who knows? Maybe we wouldn’t be in this state then. Sometimes I really think it’s harder to take on a small group. Mainly because you get involved in many other ways. Which also means, there are a ton of ways in which you get affected. Not exactly something very nice, especially when no one else is. For helping me as much as you have since you set your heart on what I did, since we made that resolution, since that day, thankyou. For helping me as far as this, even if you can’t anymore.. There’s no blame on you, because.. maybe you weren’t obliged to at all. I was just lucky to have you around. Turn of events.. how right man was ha. Less than an hour after she said that, oh well. Rest assured I will do so, if I see the need to. Currently I don’t, and I hope it remains so in the future. Oh well. Nice surprise, so many people knew. Yay thanks to my sis and bro haha. and hy and er.. oh well those who remembered (: Well. Busy week ahead. Busy for the wrong reasons, sadly. Olive probably said what everyone thinks, anyway. But no, I don’t care about it as and when I feel like it only. No. I think I’m gonna write letters. I hope.. you see it like I do after that. (: Listening to you say all that, part of the hope in me was restored. It made me want to live up to what you saw us as, to do what you thought we could. And I will. I will try. Even if we don’t get what we want in the end.. I’ll know that I’d done what I could. That I’d tried. That I’d lived up to the honour you gave us. honour Ah. Reading too much Raymond feist. I saw a rainbow. We all did, during pe. It was nice. The proximity of both incidents only served to reinforce my.. hope, you could say. I need sleep. I look like the urban relative of a panda. Will you see it the way I do? Make me believe that all this is worthwhile, that you share the same vision, and that I can really believe in you. zheng qi |
