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hell It looks like it’s going to rain again. Oh well. It’s the 26th today. Will the same thing happen again? It’s been a year though.. I can’t recall if I’m right anymore. Maybe you don’t even bother. Can’t recall what’s going on anymore haha. Losing my concentration. In chem. I said ppt as powerpoint, hcl as hydrogen chloride, spelt powder as powed. Ahh. Went for band concert on the 18th. They have a nice syf choice piece. Okay so I didn’t go with a batch mate. I don’t exactly see what’s wrong with that. Anyway bought flowers for the band people haha. The concert was okay, concert conditions were bad. Their instruments were reflecting light. Noticed an rj guy playing dunno what with a lot of ganqing haha. we need people like that. Anyway haha lixuan was taking photos and walking to the right, and then I saw this guy also taking photos, but walking to the left. It was like a cross, couldn’t help laughing. Then I realized he looked familiar, and after looking for a long time realized who he was. Haha during Amanda confirmed it. It’s not like I didn’t have a choice. I did. And I chose to do what I did. So it took place. Such a coincidental way of happening too. And haha.. you remembered. Hmm. Hmm went to SCH for syf rehearsal on Thursday. Nothing much to say, except bus ride there was very funny. Stupid tchr.. the one I dun like, just like, stole my seat. Like my stuff was all on it already. Then lucky Victoria and yumin squeezed a space for me, so 3 of us squeezed together haha. and yah, had fun. Whoosh the sound effects at SCH is good. Can hear everything clearly. Seating arrangements.. okay lah. Only me, jiaying and Victoria from ruan went back to school. So between us we carried 6 zrs, 1 daruan. If I’m not wrong. Haha. And hahaha on the way there the bass were all in a weird position on the bus, really very cute haha. The last time I was there, I was the youngest. I was playing the zr. Now I’m the oldest, I’m playing the daruan, I don’t sit with the rest of ruan, I don’t sit where I used to. How.. different. I miss the old days. Ytd had dazu, only me junting chayling and haiying were there. We watched the video of the previous day’s rehearsal too. Went out during the 2 to 3.30 break with junting, as usual we ended up buying chocolates. Haha. I have nothing to say to.. what has been going on. You don’t follow, it’s fine with me; as long as it doesn’t affect others. But when I’m trying to do something which.. takes a lot to do, don’t spoil it. Truth is, I’m getting sick of it all. And the end of the day, I’m sian, I’m irritated, and I wonder why I bother so much when none of you probably do. It’s really draining. But the cycle goes on and on, because I don’t stop. Sometimes. Haha. Sometimes I wonder, will there be a difference if I don’t bother? Will there be a difference if I don’t do what I do, if I’m not the way I am? Sigh all the tests coming up. Haha. And all the performance tasks.. bleh. Oh well. The term’s close to ending. We’re back in purgatory. Such a yearly affair, and yet each year brings with it new things, new people, new definitions of hell and heaven. Sad. Yay going to see xingyan and Lydia soon haha. yay. Hope their concert is good. =) Never stopped caring. And no, I don’t think so. So correct my misconceptions, tell me that I’m wrong. I’m waiting. i'm always contacted for the wrong reasons. |
