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jixun1 First jixun for the holidays ended yesterday. Guess it was rather eventful. First one w/o our seniors. First one with daruan. So many things happening. Funny, scared, silly. First day, touched my zr after one month. -.- learnt xingkong.. nice song. =) sigh after that cleanup, was very funny, especially when so many of us went to collect the brooms etc and walked through the canteen each holding smth. We looked like a gang. Haha. But at least we did smth. (: Went to cine for lunch.. haha stupid incident with the chair.. (: bus ride back was super funny. After that found out huibao was for mjh and xk. Guess they were disappointed; they practiced so hard for the other songs. And I just learnt xk only. -.- really not fast enough. After discussing about huibao for quite a while we went out for dinner.. went to ps food court. Haha nice table. After that jiaxi left first, the rest of us hung around and did funny things, walked around, then went back. Was quite late liao. Haha. People here really do what others do. Like for example, staring down from the 6th storey of a shopping mall. You get people following you. Haha. Second day, came early, was damn sleepy. Jiaxi and selene started playing the daruan. Nice. I’d say we were rather okay, since the two loudest players were playing the daruan. But we can go louder. (: After lunch, huibao. Ge you qian qiu ba. Walked out with selene to the bus stop, then dad came, after that went to get my mum, then brother. We went home, picked up shadan, changed and went out for dinner. Dinner was very bad. >.< malu like shit. Next day, selene got food poisoning. Sigh. Hz’s good on her word; I wonder who’s going to play the daruan next. After that for some reason we reached kschee first.. haha. So we just koped the chairs in there, which happened to be the right amount. Whee. Arranged our stuff, then went down. During break, called gwyneth and put her on speaker. Haha. Told her we were jealous cause others came back but she didn’t..lol. She’s moving house. Hmmm. Oh yeah, asked her to come for chalet. But she probably can’t make it. ): After that, huibao in kschee. Fiona was happily inspired by jiaxi’s drawing on my leg.. she drew on my other knee. And then hy chipped in. how.. nice. And, haha, after huibao I heard all about the nice stories they creatively came up with. Lol. Planned a bit for chalet, then we packed up and left. Went to mme with my sis. Waited freaking long for the bus. Bleh. By the time she finished, I was ready to sleep. Sigh. Reached home late, then realized I forgot to go for online meeting. Haha. Went late, and dear juniors happily suaned me. =| Daisy duck. Hahaha. I guess this daisy duck thing caused a lot of reflection. I just realized attendance has been rather good, at the very least comparatively. Maybe I didn’t realize earlier because it was taken for granted. As are a lot of other things. I’m glad; even if I can’t change the big picture, I can at least do something to the situation around me. I guess what struck me most since sec1, was the good relationship between everyone, even if we didn’t see anyone for a whole stretch of a time at once. We maintained that casual, funny, even warm attitude towards each other throughout, everyone got along well, we could just get together and make things positive for us. And, there were no politics to speak of. Which existed amongst others, now that I’m able to look back on it. I remember how everything went along, how responsibilities shifted. I remember the last events we had together, the last things we went through as one. I remember how we said we felt after it all. How the emotions came and went. I remember what some of you said to me before this chapter started. I remember how I felt, what I thought, what I wanted to do from then on. It hasn’t been exactly a smooth road, but neither has it been as hard a period as some others have faced. The things that happened.. in a way, they bonded us. But, what’s the real meaning of bonded? I’m thankful.. for the effort everyone has been putting in. I’m glad that attendance is no longer a problem, I’m glad that we do things together, I’m glad we’re.. bonded? And well, I’m even glad that no one’s skipping anything unnecessarily, like.. interaction. I’m happy there’s “us”, I’m glad that every single one of us exists, that we are who we are. I hope I’ve lived up to.. what you wanted. Or, I hope I’m trying enough. Looking forward to chalet.. =) Food for thought.. Are you doing things for yourself, in the name of the greater good? Do you consider before doing what you do, or do you do it, then leave others to struggle with the consequences? Do you really understand what you want? There’s always the cause and effect, it’s a cycle. |
